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Name: Cara
Birthday: 4/3/1989
Gender: Female

Interests: guard, devin, duct-tape, devin, good charlotte, devin, and Bon Jovi
Expertise: I've played clarinet for 5 years. Done guard for 4. I'm good at certain other things too.
Occupation: Student

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Member Since: 11/28/2004

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

cara's new poem

Where do i want to go in life, what do i want to do

it doesn't really matter , as long as i'm with you.

The sky could fall to pieces, the sun could cease to shine

but i know you'll be waiting, to kiss me one last time.

The sweet divineness of your lips, leaves me wanting more

and when you whisper you love me, it makes my spirits soar.

The way that your hand brushes mine ,shows me that you care

and when i'm felling lonely, i know that you'll be there.

The little thing that they call fate, is finally playng it's part

'cause i can feel it deep inside, the caverns of my heart.

My love for you is oh so strong , that you haven't got a clue

your laugh and your smile pick me up, when i am sad and blue.

in the wind and in the rain, no matter what the weather

down this raod that they call life, let us walk together.

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

Hey hey hey. whats up. nmh. devin's sick. he prolly won't be at school tomorrow and then i'll get sad. pooh. well i found some good quotes

-"What might have been and what has been

Point to one end, which is always present.

Footfalls echo in the memory

Down the passage which we did not take

Towards the door we never opened..." -----T.S. Eliot

-"The fate of love is that is always seems to little or too much" -----Amelia Barr

-"Life can only be understood backwards,

but it must be lived forwards." -----Soren Kierkedaard

well, luvs for now. cara jo

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Currently Listening
The Chronicles of Life & Death (Life Art Version)
By Good Charlotte
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Hello... this is the best song by good charlotte known to mankind.

-Lost and broken, hopeless and lonely

smilin on the outside, hurt beneath my skin

my eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding

i'll try to make it seem ok, buy my faith is wearin thin

-So help me heal these wounds, they've been open for way to long

help me fill this soul, even though this is not your fault

that i'm open, and i'm bleedin, all over your brand new rug

and i need someone to help me sew them up.

-I only wanted a magazine, i only wanted a movie screen

i only wanted the life i'd read about and dreamed,

and now my mind is an open book

and now my heart is an open wound

and now my life is an open soul for all to see.

-But help me heal these wounds, they've been open for way to long

help me fill this soul, even though this is not your fault

that i'm open, and i'm bleedin, all over your brand new rug

and i need someone to help me...

-So you come along, i push you away

then kick and scream for you to stay

cuz i need someone to help me

oh i need someone to help me

-to help me heal these wounds, they've been open for way to long

help me fill this soul, even though this is not your fault

that i'm open, and i'm bleedin, all over your brand new rug

and i need someone to help me sew them

i need someone to help me fill them

i need someone to help me close them up.

--the only way you can hear this is if you the chronicles of life and death cd, and you go to track 15, then skip through the song till it's at 5 min. and 30 sec. it's a bonus track and it kicks ass. luvs, cara jo

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

	im sick and that sux. but yesterday i had fun. my parentals went out of town and i had devin over till like 11 30. we wresteled and if you see him look at his lip. i scratched him with my nails. i felt bad but it was funny as hell. well, buh bye. luvs cara jo. (aka: cracka jo)
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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Hello everybody. i had a really shitty day at winterguard. i don't know if it's the fact that i can't stand kevin, or if it's the fact that i feel like if i tell someone that i should be doing what they're doing because it's not fair that they'll hate me forever. and i know you're gonna read this and get mad but it's not fair. This will be my 5th year in guard and you've been doin it for like 3 months. it's not the fact that your good . it's the fact that you're his fucking favorite and you know it and you love it. I think were pretty good friends, and half the time i hate going to winterguard just because i know that i have to put up with that, plus fucking marandy and jessica whom i have a burning passion in my soul for them to throw a rifle and knock them the fuck out. that's pretty harsh, but i'm a bitch and i know that and i am p.m.s.'ing like a mofo. and i'm having some home problems at the moment. Juli is doing god knows what with god know who. we can't hang out anymore b/c of my stupidity at new year's eve, she always hangs out with all these other people and completely excludes me. i know i sound like a jealous school girl but she's my best friend damn it. not their's. and i want to make new friends b/c of that but there's no body else to make friends with. My mom had a baby exactly a year and 5 days ago, and i just got word that she's pregnant again. that will make 7 kids on their income. we don't get any extra benefits and money's already tight as it is. it really pisses me off that my mom doesn't take in to consideration that this new baby not only affects her but everybody else in her life. i'm a fucking bulit in babysitter and that's bullshit. she says it's part of being a family. well fuck that. plus, my grampy passed away a year and 3 days ago, and my granny recently announced that she's getting married again in february. everybody always goes on about how shitty their fucking life is and they don't realize that everyone else is in the same damn boat, floating down the same damn river. i guess the only thing that i have to be thankful for is devin. i love him so much that i don't even think he realizes it. he doesn't know how much he brightens my day by just smiling at me or saying something sweet. i know i get into my moods, and they're pretty hard to get me out of, but devin can always make me smile. no matter how low i get. i guess that's all the ranting that i can think of right now. adios. luvs, cara jo

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